"Black
and white are absolute. They express the most delicate vibration, the
most profound tranquility, and unlimited profundity." (Shiko Munakata)
Much
as music can express abstract ideas, or poetry can take familiar words
and breathe new life and meaning into them, photography is an opportunity
to communicate ideas that don't fit into any other language. I love
and embrace the joy and beauty of all of humanity in my work. My photographs
are a combination of emotion, philosophy, spirituality, sensation, subconscious
thought, desire. Sometimes I feel like my works are daydreams made real,
expressions of all the thoughts, wishes, dreams and emotions that constantly
course through my mind. Why nude? This is the vulnerable self, the self
most of us are dissatisfied with. Coming to terms with the naked self
means an important kind of self acceptance, as reflection of external
standards and a chance to drop the many layers we build to hide and
protect the private self.
When
I photograph people for my art, I pick subjects that are easy to work
with; I find women generally more comfortable than men with being photographed.
I usually take the person out of the studio into a more interesting
and less contrived location, like an old mansion or natural outdoor
setting, as it adds extra depth and context to the image's structure
and helps the subject relax. I prefer using a hand held camera whenever
possible. After developing my film, I edit my own work ruthlessly, and
only print a small percentage of what I photograph. For me, fine printing
is the completion of the alchemy of photography; I immerse myself in
this... playing with all the elements involved in a print as much as
I can. I enjoy using the best quality, heavy silver based paper--I love
the velvety blacks and the creamy highlights I can produce with them.
Alternatively, I have been experimenting with the spectacular Piezotone®
process used with fine art papers. This latter is a new proprietary
digital process which when done correctly, looks a lot like platinum
printing with a very wide tonal scale, deep blacks, lovely undertones
and superior longevity. For me, good work with traditional or the latest
methods on great papers convey the qualities of skin and the sensuousness
of the subject--tones are deep and velvety, skin has a tactile quality,
and these prints can provoke with the aesthetic qualities they have.
My
recent work has explored deeper into who the subject is inside, as I
search for more substance and complexity of their exteriors. Media often
portrays men and women stereotyped in age, physical appearance, race,
style, in a set fashion of the day with little regard to whom they are
depicting. It’s as if the person has become a common object, like
a couch or table destined for a catalog image, to be posed, ignoring
the individual. Current photo styles are applied to everyone, and as
a result, the subject’s individual characteristics are minimized
by this generalized visual treatment. There is no recognition that the
subject is an individual, with personal aspects that need to be revealed.
By employing set styles of photography, the individual strengths and
beauty of any particular subject is ignored, and depersonalization and
objectification occurs. If the person is not deemed as attractive in
the final photograph, we may believe that this subject is not as attractive
as some. We can reason that this is true, by pointing out other photographs
made in the same style where the other person portrayed seems really
attractive. But on deeper analysis, one person may seem more attractive
than another simply because the treatment they received accentuates
features similar to the beliefs about beauty that we expect, particularly
in the framework of the style or fashion that it was presented in. It’s
part of Naomi Wolfe’s beauty myth. We believe the photograph but
what it shown isn’t real. Those that are not very young, skinny,
white or of perfect colour, of the body type in vogue, etc., will never
reveal their beauty with this standard treatment.